Happy Third, I'm sick again -_-
March? .. Is weak. I'm going through the same shit I went through in February. I'm feeling all UNHAPPY, irritated, confused, and stupid. And to top it off, I think my anger is building back up again? I feel like i'm making big situations out of little things? &Like? I feel like I have to "EXPRESS" everything that I have on my mind. Even the pointless things?
I'm going through alot mannnn.. &I still don't know what to dooo? Best thing for me to do right now is to just keep my head focussed on school. Geometry. I HAVE to bring up that grade. I honestly think i'm stressing over that ONE class. I think failing and having everything tooken away from me made me kinda miserable. It lead me to BOREDOM and boredom stresses me out. And when I stress, I get lazy..
Oh and being sick and having a problem with breathing isn't the best feeling in the world either? It's no fun having to lay in bed all day and do nothing. This is one of the times when I wished I was'nt me. I just wish my life were to get better. A whole LOT better. ♥Kim.
vv Alright, We're a couple. We argue. We fight. And we have HELLA ups &downs. We go through SOOO much shit but we managed to get through em'. But, what I don't understand is that? WHY do we have so many fuckups in the first place? I think it's all just a phase. I have no problems with us going through drama. I just have problems with US going through drama DAILY.. I'm not saying I don't like him cos' he makes my life more BLEH? Truth is? He's one of the best things that ever happened to me. He's extraordinary and he's more than I could ever ask for. I wakeup every morning wanting to see him. It just sucks going home butthurt knowing something happened earlier. Feelme? I put my heart and soul into this relationship. &This is a relationship I would like to keep. I look foward to a bigger and better relationship between us.
&Although, this guy right here always "SEEM" to act up. Be so childish. Be immature. &/or BE such a jackass? This "GUY" isn't just no ordinary guy. He's my BOYFRIEND and I love him dearly. And for the gazillionth time. Never will I ever give up on him.
"He's Stinky-Smelly. But at the same time?
He's the "greatest". He's my boryfriend & my GUYbestfriend.
His name is Christopher Bascara Niebres,
&I LOVE HIM ALOTS. Aha."
(Picture from: ..That rapist guy.)